shards of glass

Old habits are hard to break
But your memory I just can't shake
And every word that leaves your lips
In my mind is twisted into a dark eclipse
But I can't fight though I know it's wrong
And in your dreams I don't belong
But you're cutting me with shards of glass
Glass which remains from broken hearts
I know I hurt you, and I wonder why
Every time I'm near you I'm bitter and shy
I know that it hurts you to listen to me
Recycled conversations absent of mystery
I'm just a reflection of who I was
Trying to please you whatever the cost
I'm sorry that I made a rhyme for you
But rhythm and rhyme is my pulse through and through
And if only you knew only pain can I rhyme
Not love, happiness, and magic sunshine
It's hard to imagine you can hurt me like this
Because all of my memories of you shine with happiness